07 3 / 2008

"I didn’t even know at that point what it meant. But the feeling was strong enough that I spent four days at a retreat house and forced myself to just sit there and think about what was complicating my life, and come up with ideas about how to make it simple. Part of that motivation was desperation. I just knew I didn’t want to go on living the way I’d been living. It was just too much."